Աղջիկը հեռացել է աշխատանքից՝ ֆուրգոնով ճանապարհորդելու համար

Ամերիկացի Սիդնի Ֆերբրաչը որոշել է իրականացնել իր երազանքը, ինչի համար բաժանվել է ընկերոջից և հեռացել է աշխատանքից: Այժմ Սինդին, իր շան՝ Էլլայի հետ ճանապարհորդում է երկրով մեկ: Սիդնին Instagram-ում վարում է ճանապարհորդական բլոգ՝ պատմելով անիվների վրա կյանքի մասին:

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Yesterday I was walking with the girls when I had a realization. Something I didn’t know I was doing and have never known about myself. I’ve always known that I’m an anxious person and care far too much what others think of me. But what I never realized is that I go into every photo, each podcast, and any project with the idea that this will be the one you hate. This is the one that’s no good. I call Katie to affirm that it’s okay. “Listen when you have time today because I want to make sure it’s good before I tell everyone.” I send a photo to Lee and ask “Is it good enough?” I assume my latest project will flop instead of fly. You know how athletes envision themselves winning before the race even happens? Without even knowing I was doing it, I’ve envisioned myself doing the opposite. Well I’ve written in huge bold letters for the next several weeks to “CHANGE YOUR MINDSET” so we’re stopping that bullshit right now. It’ll be a conscious change at first and eventually second nature. Anyone else do this about everything? Last week’s episode is all about social anxiety and I’m sitting in a coffee shop actively telling myself YOU WILL LOVE IT. ?❤️

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24-ամյա աղջիկն արդեն այցելել է ավելի քան 20 նահանգ: Ֆուրգոն գնելու համար նա միանգամից երեք վայրում է աշխատել: Գնման վրա նա ծախսել է ավելի քան 28 հազար դոլար:

«Ծնողներս ցնցված էին իմ որոշումից: Նրանք կարծես քարացել էին, երբ ես նրանց տեղեկացրի, որ գնում եմ միայնակ ուղևորության»,- խոստովանել է ամերիկուհին Instagram-ում, որն այսօր իր եկամտի հիմնական աղբյուրն է:

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Someone asked the other day “how do you know that you’re not running away from something by doing van life and just starting a new life altogether?” The thing is I know I was running from something. I was running full speed away from everything. My life was the opposite of what I wanted it to be so I ran from it and created a new life. I kept my family and friends close but that’s about it. I changed, my belongings changed, and my perspective changed. I would’ve never been face to face with my past if I hadn’t started over. I didn’t forget about it or ignore it. I ran away from it and then sat in a van looking at the mountains with tears streaming down my face thinking about everything I had gone through. I was always too strong to acknowledge that I had been through shit too. Others may have faced worse but that doesn’t mean my past doesn’t count. A couple years ago I was too busy to think for longer than a few seconds so I just didn’t. I put my head down and went to work. Went to school. Followed the rules. But the rules didn’t help me like they’re supposed to. Being screamed at by my boss and comparing myself to everyone at school wasn’t getting me to where I needed to be. So I ran. And it changed everything.. And I will always be grateful for running. This isn’t to say that you should run too. It’s not a solution for everyone but it was a solution for me, and I’m not ashamed of it at all. PS: I thought there were no dogs while taking this photo but later realized.. that was not the case ?

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